well ,tailand is coming again

10pm today

with reason or without

 

dont ask me the feel of Thailand.

i am not traveller.i just feel like stay in the bus or sleep different bed,

i am no sure the reason is enough stupid, but it's turth. 

no hope just like no disappointment...

no need to think so much,

 

i still recoginze that record is most simple and most beautiful thing in the world.

a new step again.

any item any people any any will got thousand prossbility, missing, happness, sadness,death, hope, hopeless...

finally nothing leave only time ...

 

just like see the movie ,one pic by one pic(is that essence of time?  )

i just hope i can be the audience to watch this movie (well, of course i am the main actor :) )

 

i am super curious guy,,,,   just want to see the end ,and want to know who is the director ...

yeah, that's must be a shity director, en ,may be not.

.......

 

bojana email me said she got new LA job ,so nice . one day ,may be i will got chance Slovenia.

well, chance?

who knows

shity things in the world again

 

 

.....

record

 

wj

 

 

和老板,一段笑话

 

饭,Kailin ,鹿肉河粉(6.5),旧家

 

自己清理,清洗,

佳和雪请一maid

 

movie, youtube

 

...bed

 

4袋子,

9:00 office

 

afternoon 3pm hilltop meeting

 

 

wj 

 

 

V先去卖她的旧手机,没卖出..

 

见我

一起,先去IKEA买了箱子.衣架.

 

世界很小很巧合,卖冰箱那个人竟然是她的同学,她之前还寄存她的台灯在小V那.

只是约好见面一刻傻了眼!

 

她把冰箱从宿舍搬到几十公里外的新房,然后我和V从几十公里外把它搬会宿舍!

 

缘

 

一切皆无以外...

 

记录

 

wj

搬家的日子

 

换了个又小还是相对便宜的!

生活还是简单点好!

新的房客,一个审计的(男见过),一个设计的(女没见过)?

 

 

 

昨天把头发减了

来新10个月了,第一次剪,其实很长

 

v back

 

找房

 

tailand

 

还有很多要做

 

缘

 

一切皆无意外...

 

很想对几个人说几句

(没有先后顺序...)

 

to:暖暖,其实真事的我并没有你想象的那么一直快乐,也没你想象的那么帅(当然要看你帅的标准了!),

我迷惑思考了2年,在欲望中自我挣扎了好几年,这几天才真真看清了自己,找到了自我!只是开始....

欢迎来新加坡,镜头已经擦好,不过,个人技术有限,很怕你会失望.

 

现在自己的使命是的好好爱一个人(小V),寻找自己的将要做什么,做好每件事情.....一切顺其自然....

 

我觉得自己很蠢,07年,上帝用了整一年来提醒我,我都不知道,所以他要我在08年反省,这几天,或者这整一年我还要继续思考...这只是开始.

 

to V:

我终于明白我为什么,要遇到你,要爱你了,你善良,真诚,你聪惠,你有很多人目前无法比拟的潜力,只是你自己不知道而已.

当我看到你时,我才突然把心里那盏灯点亮.

你让我反思,让我剥开了心中一层层蒙蔽了自己内心的东西,

有一天,如果你迷路了,我会负责把你找回来的

......

我也会迷路的,

把我找回来...

 

 

to dong:

之前我以为自己明白,当然只是朦胧状态,谢谢你,谢谢你冥冥中指导了我,我也会为你祈祷的.很感谢你在我旅徒中的陪伴,我们这么多年同学,我突然发现你小子,帮了我许多. thx again, say  hello to Sayaka, i miss her too.

 

to vvblue:

美女,没有人能帮得了你,只有你自己,其实我对你说了很多,我发现其实在欺骗你,不知道你走出你的阴影么?

我很想帮你,所以有时候,我想和你说点什么,但不知道该说什么,我很希望你找会2-3年前的你,那时候大家都喜欢你,大家都想和你交朋友,你是天生的乐天派,我都很羡慕.

我找到了,你也一样,我帮你最好的方法就是闭嘴,有一天你想开了message me.还是好朋友.

 

to rockwell:

加油,你长得又帅,又有理想,好让人羡慕,你是个与众不同的人,你会找你自己要的! add oil

 

to HWJ RDW

大家哥么,没什么好说的,回去喝酒,AA

 

还有很多很多人

 

谢谢一直以来的同学

谢谢所有仲恺的同学

谢谢所有土人的朋友

谢谢旅途一路帮我的朋友,

谢谢cicade的同事

 

to HYT

我的blog你不一定看,我对你很愧疚,是的,这么多年过去了,我想走的很远去逃避,也许心太沉重,也许我毁了你的生活,我想说sorry,也许你已经原谅我了,我不会,也许我对你已经做不了什么,我能做的是不断改过自我,不会把同样的罪孽发生在别人身上.....希望你幸福快乐.

 

to ZHH

你真的帮了我很多,祝你幸福.

 

to XF

人生就是一步棋,没人知道下一步是什么,你没做错什么,错的是我,谢谢你,我注定不是你的上帝,但是我会默默祝福你.

 

我爱你爸,我爱你妈

我爱你V.......

 

and thx god , :) 你没想象那么坏......

should i say god bless u ,god? 

 

wj

 

water is water...

water is not water ...

 

are we water?

 

上善若水

 

每个人都是另外一个自己

每个人都是自己的镜子

每个人都是一个人

 

看别人做的事,能看到自己做的事

对别人撒慌,便是对自己说,,,

其他人,便应照了自己.....

 

水...

万泉汇河,河汇海,海蒸为汽,集成云,下为雨, 冷为冰,.....

其为一也...

 

心止如水.....

 

 

 

detestable cocacola light

 

 

 

-------------

饿了,又该吃饭了!

 

 

 

wj

 

 

 

 

Bird : Lady?
Lady : Yes Bird?
Bird : It's cold
Lady : I know
Lady : Bird... I cannot see a thing
Bird : It's all in your mind
Lady : I'm worried
Bird : No one will come to see us
Lady : Maybe they come but we just don't see them
       What do you see?
Bird : I see what's outside
Lady : And what exactly is outside?
Bird : It's grown-ups
Lady : Well maybe if we scream they can hear us
Bird : Yeah, maybe we should try to scream
Lady : Ok, Bird
Lady & Bird : Heeeelp, Heeeelp
              Can you hear us now ?
              Hello !
              Help !
              Hello it's me
              Hey
              Can you see
              Can you see me
              I'm here
              Nana come and take us
              Hello
              Are you there
              Hello
Lady : I don't think they can hear us
Bird : I can hear you lady
Bird : Do you want to come with me lady
Lady : Will you be nice to me Bird
Lady : You're always be nice to me because you're my friend
Bird : I try but sometimes I make mistakes
Lady : Nana says we all make mistakes
Bird : Maybe we should scream more
Lady : Yes, Bird let's scream more
Lady & Bird : Help ! Help us ! Come on ! Help
              Hello !
              Help
              Hello !
              We're lost
Lady : I think they cannot see us
Bird : Nobody likes us
Lady : But they all seem so big
Bird : Maybe we should just jump
Lady : What if we fall from the bridge and then nobody can catch us
Bird : I don't know let's just see what happens
Lady : Okay
Bird : Come with me
Lady : Shall we do it together
Bird : Yeah
Lady & Bird : 1 2 3....Aaaaaaah
Bird : Lady?
Lady : Yes Bird
Bird : It's cold
Lady : I know
Lady : Bird...I cannot see a thing
Bird : It's all in your mind

吃饱了,,,困

 

wj

get up

plam warm

hungry

147

9:22

 

music

compuer

 

working

 

 

.........

 

sleepy

 

 

 

wj

还有1小时下班!

 

 

 

waiting.....

 

 

 

wj